It was nine-thirty PM on a Sunday night in Illula, a small drought-ridden town in Central Tanzania. I had just finished doing pre-bedtime pest surveillance and slaughter inside my mosquito net. I'd never had Malaria and wanted to keep it that way (although I would fail and get a mild case at the end of this mission). My mattress was a nearly rectangular shard of six inch thick foam. It did not fit snugly in the wooden bed frame and left plenty of open space for insect and spider attacks from below. Working with what was available I developed a pest control protocol: First was the copious perimeter spraying around the bed with DEET (if I ever get Cancer I'll blame my nights in Tanzania sucking down DEET in my sleep). Secondly, I'd work my way inside the mosquito net with an electric fly swatter. I meticulously killed each flying straggler inside the net waiting for an easy ambush. I scattered their carcasses under the bed as a warning to their friends. Lastly I systematically tucked each part of the net under the misshaped foam mattress. This was a lengthy, exhausting process, but worth every minute for a good night's sleep. When I had to urinate in the middle of the night hard decisions had to be made. As I turned off my flashlight that night there was a knock at the door.
"Daktari! Daktari! Are you yet asleep?" It was Dr. M, the local Chief Medical
Officer of the hospital where I lived, work and ate for six months.
"No,
not yet, Daktari. I'll be right there." I pushed open the
meticulously tucked mosquito net and got out. I was destined to be the
Sisyphus of mosquito nets, tucking and untucking to no avail, only to return
and do it the next time. I let Dr. M. into the house.
"How
are you, Daktari?" he asked, "Did you have a restful
Sunday."
The
identifier word "Daktari" would be formally and informally used in nearly
every spoken sentence between us. It's just how it was done.
"I
did indeed, Daktari. Very restful. I was just going to sleep."
"Very
good, Daktari. That is good to hear. I was watching the African Cup
of Nations football all day. The
Nigerian squad is very tough."
"Yes, Daktari. So I hear although I'm a fan of the Black Stars from Ghana."
Obviously
Dr. M was not at my door in the middle of a Sunday night to see how my day went
and to talk football. Culturally, though, this was the way most conversations started in Tanzania. Always with
pleasantries to start and to set the mood and in no great hurry to get to the point---which was actually kind of pleasant--even if there was an emergency notification coming. As a pragmatic
get-to-business American, this bothered me when I first got in country. With time and frustration I'd learned to chill and wait for it. I
knew he'd get around to the reason for his visit eventually.
"Daktari,
have you ever done a Cesarean Section birth?"
"Sure,
Daktari. As a much younger man during my Residency training. Long time ago. I
don't think I was even shaving yet."
"I
see, I see, Daktari. Because we have a small problem." he said.
"We have a pregnant woman in the ER. She is already three
weeks past her due date and I fear for the baby. She must have a Cesarean
Section tonight. Unfortunately I was fixing my car today and I've badly
sprained my wrist. I cannot even hold a
spoon with it. I am going to need help.”
I’ve seen
a lot of talented surgeons do some incredible work with one hand, but a
C-Section was out of the question.
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Dr. M was
the only surgeon within eighty kilometers in every direction. He was also the only Gynecologist, Pediatric
surgeon, District Health Inspector and Head Safety Officer. He had a staff of clinicians who were
essentially physician assistants. None
were capable of performing surgery.
Tanzania has a difficult time training and maintaining its key medical
staff. Dr. M’s government salary was the
equivalent of one hundred fifty US dollars per month. Most doctors at his level eventually leave
the country for much higher wages in nearby South Africa.
“Daktari,”
I said, “as long as the parts haven’t changed since my residency twenty years
ago I think I can help. Just coach me
along the way and we should be fine.”
“Ah good
news, Daktari. We should go now.”
And off
we went. I was already out of my
mosquito net anyway.
We walked
across the dark hospital courtyard with a flashlight. We surprised a few chickens and goats along
the way. I considered this payback for the
nights they croon outside my window at four AM.
When we arrived the staff was preparing the operating room table and
equipment. There was a loud whir of the
generator in the background. Without it
we would be working with flashlights. That
would not present ideal conditions for my first C-section in twenty years. We had no General Anesthesia for patients in
this hospital. It didn't exist.
We had an anesthesia machine donated by an American religious group
years before, but it just served as a shiny new towel rack as nobody knew how
to use it. The only anesthesia possible
was by epidural injection. One of the nurses know how to do it. Everyone here stayed awake for their surgeries.
In the corner of the room, the patient was curled up on her side in a ball with
the assistance of our nurse. Her big
belly was making it hard to get into position for the spinal injection. Dr. M. and I put on our masks and scrubbed
our hands with Betadine. There was no
running water so the nurse poured a pitcher of cold well water over our hands
when we finished.
The
patient was lying on the table. She was
awake and stared at the ceiling. Tanzanian
women define stoic. Even when in great
pain you will rarely hear any yelling, crying or complaining. It was as though their
hard lives conditioned them for pain. The nurse slathered Betadine over the abdomen to
sterilize the skin. I pinched her skin
slightly with a pair of hemostats to see if the anesthesia was working. She felt nothing. It was on.
Dr. M. and his one good hand began to coach me. Before starting I noticed a
series of healing small cuts in a wishbone pattern across her belly. She had been to the traditional healer of her
village for treatment at least a week before coming to see Dr. M. The rhythmic series of
cuts and herbs had not pushed the pregnancy forward. It was common for us to get these referrals when
the traditional healers gave up.
We had to
work quickly. The baby was at risk for
several medical problems from being inside the uterus for several weeks past the
due date. I started to cut. The incision
needed to be long enough to get the baby out and to see what we were doing. So far, so good. I made it through the skin, then the fascia
and down to the muscle. I used my
fingers to bluntly separate the muscles so as not to cut through too many of
them—this makes the post-op recovery more difficult. Within a few minutes I was down to the
exposed, bulbous uterus. I could see the
baby’s limbs moving beneath the red, muscular surface like a caterpillar in a
huge cocoon. This baby was ready to come out. Next would be the
tricky part for an amateur like me. I
had to open up the uterus safely with my scalpel, but avoid cutting the baby
who rested just millimeters beneath the surface.
At this
moment the surrealness of my situation struck me. I was thousands of miles from home (where my
wife was 5 months pregnant with our first child) in the middle of the Tanzania
drought zone doing surgery in a small remote Lutheran hospital. My hands were wrist-deep in the belly of a
woman I’d never met. We were in the midst of a high-risk delivery seven hours of
hard road from the nearest center of medical excellence. I was doing my first Cesarean Section surgery in twenty years under the guidance of a one armed mentor. These are the MASH TV moments you dream about
in medical school. There was one
opportunity. There was no safety net.
I gently
nicked the surface of the uterus with the scalpel and worked my fingers in to
reach the baby. The initial gush of
yellow amniotic fluid and blood poured out of the incision. The nurse was ready with suction to remove
the fluid and keep our operating field visible.
I slipped my fingers into the uterus and while protecting the baby with
my hand, I cut across the uterus to make the hole big enough to get him
out. There was a lot of bleeding because
the uterus was under so much pressure.
Dr. M looked at the anesthetist and said something to him in
Kiswahili. He reached under the sterile
blankets and shoved the top of the uterus hard.
The baby’s head popped out of hole in the uterus and we quickly
suctioned his mouth and nose to keep any fluids from getting into his mouth and
lungs. The rest was easy. One shoulder out, then the other, then the
legs. Clip the umbilical cord and Presto:
We made a baby. It was a boy. Despite the lengthy labor he appeared healthy
and vital and crying loudly. A nurse took him away
and rubbed his body with towels to warm him up.
Now it was all just gravy. Close up
the mother, dwell for a few minutes on the miracle of birth and get back to bed.
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I glanced
up at the anesthetist and asked him how the mother was doing. He had his finger against his forehead and stared
at her in deep thought. He said, “Hmmmmm.” Then he switched fingers on his forehead and
took a deep breath. He was formulating
his response.
“Daktari,”
he said calmly, “ I don’t believe she is breathing.”
“WHAT? Say that again.”
“Yes, now
I am certain. I do not believe she is
breathing.”
“Do
something!” I said, “What is her oxygen level.”
We had a
device called a Pulse Oxymeter. It is an
ingenious handheld device which, when attached to the patient's finger, gives an instant
level of oxygenation in the body. I
noticed it was unattached and still sitting in his top pocket.
“Daktari,
I’m going to break scrub and head up top.” I said.
“Yes,
Daktari. That is a good idea. I can control the bleeding here.”
I went to
the head of the table, pulled the Oxymeter out of his pocket and put it on the
mother’s finger. She was unconscious and,
indeed, not breathing. I directed him to
get the Ambu bag and start breathing for her.
He found it under the table and put the mask over her face. Backwards.
As he pumped the bag all the air was going out the side of the
mask instead of in her lungs. I turned it around and placed it
properly. Next I put my finger over her
Carotid artery to check the pulse. As
expected, no pulse. We were officially in the middle of a cardiac
arrest, deep in central Tanzania in a room lit by a single generator seven
hours hard road away from a medical center of reasonable excellence. This was not how I saw this evening going. I was thinking only: This is bad.
This is really bad.
“Daktari,
there’s no pulse. I’m starting CPR!”
“Yes
Daktari. I will continue to work here.” He calmly continued cutting and sewing in the
belly with his one good hand. The nurse assisted him.
“Give her
one amp of Epinephrine! Right now!” I
said to the anesthetist, “What is her Oxymetry?”
“It is
eighty-five percent, Daktari.
Epinephrine going in now, Daktari.”
Shit, I
thought to myself. Anything about
ninety-two percent is normal. Once that
number stays in the eighties you are looking at potential brain damage.
“Start
bagging her faster!” I said. “Hyperventilate her! Get that number over ninety!”
“Yes,
Daktari.”
I started
doing chest compressions, counting loudly as I did. I felt the distinct, disturbing, sickening
CRACK of a ribs breaking away from her sternum.
This is an anticipated hazard of doing
CPR. I've felt it before. You never get used to it.
“ONE AND TWO AND THREE AND FOUR AND FIVE! How are
we doing down below, Daktari?”
“Going
well, Daktari. Just continue.”
After a
cycle of thirty compressions I stopped and put my finger on her carotid artery to check for a pulse. Just as I thought
I felt something her eyes burst open and she gasped. She started screaming something in the local
language. The anesthetist patted her on
the head and calmed her down.
“Oh my
God,” I said to no one in particular, “Shit.
That was intense!”
I knew
what had happened. Sometimes epidural
anesthesia can creep up the spine to areas it is not supposed to reach. When it does it can stop a patient’s lungs
and heart from working until the Novacaine wears off. This was just a perfect storm of medical bad luck.
We had weathered it.
I changed
my gloves to new sterile ones and joined Dr. M. in the belly. He had finished with the uterus and was
working on closing the layers of the abdomen.
He is a cold steel professional.
He didn't miss a stitch through the whole event.
“It is
lucky that you were here, Daktari. Usually
I have to do that alone.”
“I can’t
imagine. Does this happen often?”
“No,
Daktari, not often, but many people in this community die young. There is not much medical care. We cannot do
everything here, you know. It is not
unexpected when it happens.”
I
finished up the skin incision with a nice subcuticular plastic surgery closure. I figured it was the least I could do for her
after this near disaster.
Dr. M and
I left the patient with the nurses in the recovery room. He told me he would stay with her. I should go home and get some sleep. I was far too amped to think about sleep, but
Monday was coming and there would be work to do. My mission there was to set up a government
HIV treatment center in this Lutheran hospital in the middle of Tanzania. There was training to do, supply chain issues
and laboratory protocols to develop. It
was good work for sure. Just not as exciting as surgery.
I walked
extra- slowly back through the courtyard to my house. The cool Tanzanian night air felt good on my
face. Simple and nice. I was careful not
to kick any sleeping chickens or goats. No
more surprises or intensities tonight. I
was done.
People
who know this story have told me I should feel like a hero. But all I felt then was damaged and numb from the experience. Like I’d
lost a few good years in the process. I still
do. In that brief moment when her heart stopped
I felt like I was in everybody’s shoes.
Like her husband who would have to hear that he gained a boy and lost a
wife at the same time. Or her children with the excitement and anticipation of having their mother come home with a new baby. And my own shoes as
I considered my wife who was pregnant with our first child. How would I cope if this happened to
her? When I considered this later I figured
I was simply in the right place at the right time to do the right thing. Period. And because I was there life could just go on
for everybody involved like it was supposed to. Without skipping a very dramatic
beat. If I was happy it was for one thing:
five children never needed to know that
for nearly a minute they had no mother.
I needed
to chill. I had one Seregheti Beer left
in the house. I had no refrigerator so I
left it in the livingroom in a bucket of tepid water to keep it reasonably cool. I was ready for it. The adrenalin was starting to fade. There was still a few hours of night left and
I had a mosquito net to tuck in.
Dr. M and Dr. E: Game Faces |
Postscript- I had written this blog a couple of years ago, but subsequently received an official letter from the organization I was working for telling me to remove it as they were identified in the blog. They were concerned that there would be "liability" if people knew that we were working in more than a "Technical Advisory" role in Tanzania--which is what we were contracted for. I've omitted their name from the blog. I remain a bit baffled that they would see this work as a negative reflection of their services as opposed to one of their doctors stepping up to do the right thing, but such is the nature of politics I suppose. In my world people bleed the same color in every country. Any reasonable doctor would, and should, step up in these situations.
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I do not know you, but I just read your story, and I was on pins and needles, gripping the side of my chair, trying not to spill my coffee. God is with you, and you are obviously not just a great doctor, but a talented writer as well. I can only imagine the adrenaline rush you experienced in those precious few seconds.....but the visual you proposed was an excellent delivery. Thanks for sharing!
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